I pretty much adore you..... A lot

{photo taken by moi in an Indian tut-tut}

You show me constant love and support, this i adore. 

You make me laugh like no one else. 

You put my mind at ease and make me remember the important things in life, rather than the little horrid things that leave me sleepless at night. 

I couldn't ask for a better partner, best friend and clown. Thank you for believing in me, when i forget to!

{p.s sorry i've been a monster recently}

weekend bits and bobs

This weekend we went to the cast and crew screening of Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince, it was dark, magical and brilliant! I'm a huge fan of the books, and Glen has been lucky enough to work on the films. I just loved seeing his cute beaming face at the end of the film.
After we came out of the cinema we went shopping to get our tennis outfits for a friends party that night. But on our way home i got really ill and was sick as soon as i got in the front door(i guess this may have something to do with the hot dog and popcorn i ate for breakfast!)

I had to miss out on the party, but it's not all bad.. my mum was staying with us, so we decided that we would watch An Affair to Remember whilst being snuggled up on the sofa eating left over banana bread.

Heres some pictures of Glen in his tennis gear, he got best legs award that night!

heres to funny times

 { I love laughing!}

I have just finished my contract at work and although i've been moaning about waking up at 4 am every day, i think i might actually miss this job. But.... now i have time to play with friends and i can enjoy sleeping for 8 hours a night for the first time in two months!

 i like sleeping! 

catching up

{ignore the crazy hair!}

I've been so busy recently, I feel like work is really taking over and all i do is sleep, eat and work. I start working live in the studio next week and it's going to be 5 am starts and i imagine really stressful. Anyway I'm thinking about the good things.

Highlights from my Birthday........

Glen waking me up with 4 cupcakes with candles on and singing me Happy Birthday {it seriously was the sweetest thing anyone has ever done}

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me and my sister having a picnic at work in the sunshine

Glen taking me out for the most delicious Japanese food I have ever tasted { you have to go here if you live in London}

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my housemates baking me a cake and singing happy birthday when i got home

i was really poorly on my birthday but i still managed to have an amazing day

birthday -ness

I love this photo. I wish I were jumping around in a beautiful field right now.

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it's my birthday tomorrow, yippee! I've been really poorly this week, so i'm hoping i feel better tomorrow as all i want to do now is curl up in my pj's and sleep! 

Work has been crazy busy recently, and i can't help but get stressed. 

My sister has really been there for me and is always saying the nicest things to cheer me up.

 i love her so much.

 I've been receiving lots of birthday messages from family and friends already and it's put such a big smile on my face. 

And Glen's downstairs at the moment, being very sneaky. 

he always makes me feel so special!

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happiness

I had the loveliest weekend. 

my friend nat and i danced to pop songs like two little girl's, without a care in the world. went to the lido in london fields and basked in the beautiful sunshine. stubbled upon borough market (amazing food!).  and was taken out for dinner by the best and funniest person i know(glen).  I’m just so annoyed i forgot my camera!

it’s now bank holiday monday and i’ve also had a great day meeting friends for a swim and going for a yummy thai lunch. This is what life's all about - enjoying it! 

i’ve been really stressed recently. i haven’t worked since i got back from India, which has been a while and i’ve been struggling with not being creative, productive and well just using my brain. this is one of the reasons i started this blog. i wanted to write my feelings here like i would a diary, and honestly it has kept me sane. i look forward to taking photo’s and having fun day’s out, so that i can share it here. 

  although i’ve had day’s where i’ve felt lonely, sad and had a few too panic attacks about the future. I’m glad that i’ve had this time to get to know myself more. i lost myself in work at the end of last year. i was unhappy, stressed and not fulfilled in my job.

  i’ve never been one to think that life is all about work, i’ve always wanted to travel and this is why at 18  i flew around the world on my own. i’ve realised that i’m so lucky to have the opportunities that i’ve been given. 

  Anyway this brings me to tell you that I’ve just got a job and although i’m slightly nervous, i’m also excited and anxious. I don’t know if my chosen careers right for me anymore, but i’m going to be patient and see what happens. i still don’t know what i want to be when i’m older but right now i’m okay with that. 

I also just want to say thanks to glen, my family and friends for supporting me these few months and sorry i’ve been a little emotional at times. 

I love you. 

maybe i am a little sentimental

Now. I’ve never been this girly-girl before, in fact i’ve been completely the opposite. I never liked to be in a long term relationship before, but maybe i pushed them away because deep down i knew they weren’t good enough. trust me they weren't.

So now as i’m sat in our room listening to ‘Neil Young - Old Man’ (our song) i can’t stop thinking about you and how happy I am to be with you and a part of your life.

Thank you for being you. Thank you for accepting my bad mood swings, my addiction to reality T.V (the hills and the city), my addiction to cheese, even though you can’t stand cheese! for looking after me in so many ways. for tickling my arm at night in bed, when i never tickle yours.for drawing little pictures of us, for being so wonderful with my family and friends.

so i guess what i’m really trying to say is you’re amazing -I love you x

It's too early...

So Glen's working on a short film this week, which has seen him {and me} waking up at 3 am! Boooo to work!  

Look what I found underneath my dressing table........

An old Valentine's card from Glen - I love his cute drawings, they always manage to put a smile on my face!

It's been a while....

                                                           

                                                  

                                                        

             I have really been enjoying life recently, sharing lots of play dates (photo shoots more like) with Glen, my family and all my beautiful friends. 

 Sometimes you need to enjoy life, make cookies, make beef lasagna (for the first time!), go to regents park (also my first time) and visit lots of piggies!