Thursday, 26 February 2009
Wednesday, 25 February 2009
Tuesday, 24 February 2009
So tonight I never did make it to my friends house for pancakes. After writing about it, I thought it would make me feel better but actually reading it again made me not want to do anything. I felt so sad tonight and after having a slight meltdown on Glen, I realised I probably wasn't the best person to be around at a party!
I just cried, cried and cried some more earlier about the state of my life, where my careers going, blah, blah, blah! G completely understood and actually took me to my favorite restaurant 'Banners' for some jerk chicken and also to stick popcorn up our nose!
Now that I'm home I feel so guilty for not going to my friends party, that I'm now not only worrying about work and money but upsetting my friends too!
I hope they understand that I love them. I'm sorry.
Posted by Emma at 15:29
I really didn't think that the credit crunch would affect me or my urban outfitters spree's, but after being passed around to 5 different people at the bank, I finally had to hang up defeated! I've recently been a victim of fraud, yes that's right someone from Russia stole everything I had left in my account. What's more annoying is that it's going to take them 18 days to investigate and get my money back!
The boy has been amazing and is successfully talking my mind of it, taking me to a Chinese buffet and also to the cinema (2 for 1 orange Wednesday, oh life on a budget!)
However there don't seem to be any jobs in television at the minute, so having time off without any money (for my shopping spree's) to keep my mind occupied is making me depressed!
So what's a girl to do with no money on pancake day.......go to a pancake party! My lovely friend Laura is holding a pancake party tonight and all I have to do is bring is my favorite topping! So here I go with my nutella in tow!
Posted by Emma at 09:37
Monday, 16 February 2009
This morning G and I woke up in a very naughty and spontaneous mood, this could only mean jumping in the car and racing to Mac Donald's for breakfast( I promise I'll start the diet tomorrow!) Now that I'm back home I feel guilty and am gearing up to challenge G to a game of Badminton!
I've got so much time on my hands recently as I finished my contract at work and just got back from an amazing trip to India. It was my first time travelling with G, and I can't express enough what an amazing experience we both had. But now that we're back we're both looking for the next contract to come up. G works in Films and I work in T.V, which is fun most of the time, but I'm seriously doubting my chosen career at the minute.
I've been working in T.V for nearly 3 years now, and I'm worrying that the love that I once had for it is slowly disappearing! My last job before I went to India, was working on a famous entertainment show, which was exciting but also the least rewarding job I have ever had. (Before this I have worked for a Charity and various children shows) I did get to tour the country filming and learning more and more about the Industry but it was long hours and it put a strain on not only mine and G's relationship but friendships and my family.
Now I'm finding it hard to find the motivation to look for work, as all I really want to do is watch old films, play with friends and catch up with my beautiful family.
Posted by Emma at 04:07
Monday, 9 February 2009
Hi all,So I'm very excited today - not only is it my first blog but mine and my boyfriend(G) 2 year anniversary! We are celebrating with coffee, cake and off to see our best friend Jack's gig tonight.We both recently got back from a months travelling in South India. I had the best adventure of my life and fell more and more in love with G.I'm off now to eat more cake and drink lots more coffee!
Posted by Emma at 04:47